Cinderella mugs and other stuff

There 3 things that on my mind this morning.

First off, I woke because I was having a dream that Tanya was cheating on me with some guy she works with. While this is nothing but a dream (is it Tanya???) I was reminded about my first wife. We were married for 5 years and 6 days...yes, I counted the days. It wasn't the greatest relationship, but wasn't the worst. It just didn't work out. Of the last year, she was just disinterest in our life together. She started to go out more with her single friends. Eventually, she left for good and I later found out that (after she left) she had a boyfriend from Australia. Why Australia? Ask her. But I had failed. I had lost. Which ties into the next thing on my mind this morning.

Second, I had an interview for a job yesterday. It did NOT go well. I have never been in an interview where you could tell, by body language, that they were not interested. Another failure. I have been trying to gain employment for the last year, but it has not happened. We are doing just fine on Tanya's salary and what little money I'm able to raise. But it is hard to be rejected time and time again. Especially, now that we are trying to be more involved this year.

I don't want to keep on the negative and failures. So, I'm trying to focus on the positive. Because of my failure as a husband to my first wife; I am trying to be a better companion for Tanya. As for the failed interview...well, I'll just keep trying. Or I'll re-attempt my business. We will have to see...

Finally, as I was reaching for a mug for my morning coffee, I noticed the mug I was grabbing was Tanya's Cinderella mug. Quickly, I pulled my hand away and started to look for another vehicle for my coffee. But a thought crossed my mind: why not? If I was around other people, I'm sure I would have been teased. However, there is no one else, other than the dogs, to see me the "girlie" mug. (The irony is that I'm telling the world by putting this story on the blog.) So, here I am, sipping on coffee...with Cinderella pasted all over the outside.

Sorry for the poorly worded post...blame it on Cinderella.

PS. This video always reminds me of Tanya and how she loves to dance.